piecing together memories

From that moment on he was there for me , showing me how to live correcting my mistakes. There's lots of holes in my childhood that I don't remember , it was only years later as a teenager I found some of my memory was erased since I had memories of being abused. It was goddrick who erased those ugly memories , he wanted me to start from a clean slate. Also in that clean slate I had forgotten any memories I had of a past life.

When I reached eleven years old , he revealed to me I had abilities of being able to do things that other people couldn't do. Like being able to see aura's and moves things with my mind , upon hear this discovery I romanticized with notion of being a medium and being special. I guess being eleven didn't help since my manner of thinking wasn't the most normal at the time. I spent the next three years of my life trying to find out what this discovery meant for my life and what exactly did it make me.

In those three years I started high school which was an all girls high school , I wasn't a person that was endeared with social skills therefore I messed up quite alot socially in high school. I remember I had started practicing meditation , this where I had started remembering my past lives and there I would be shocked with how far I could piece together my past life memories.